jillybeans41

Wow, I forgot about this place with all the facebooking. Anyways its still a great site and i love it here.

Hey, I'm not going to make this a long rant, but I'm trying to figure out what move I should make next. Ive been checking into art school and it really feels like the right next step, but Im not sure. I for sures will really have a struggle on my hands but it seems so worth it. Well I am currently exploring comic art, I just love the look of it. I am also working on figure drawing as well, I seem drawn to drawing people I think its the wide range of compositions and I love the way people look. Well I will keep trying to get into school and maybe then I will be able to figure out what my style is and focus on the type of art I really want to

Well I feel a bit more confident in my ongoing self learning. Its so funny cause everytime I think I want to try something new and I'm afraid to start it. I can't seem to let that self judgement bullshit go, the stupid thing is almost everything I try (emphasis on the word almost) that was just for me sorry where was I?, ok everything I try and set out to accomplish usually comes out ok, so what is with the self torture? and I have to fight to remind myself I love art and I love creating art. I do know that part of the problem is my Virgoness, i know thats not a word, but I just made it up, being a perfectionist and I get lost in and keep mys